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How it feels making 27 Years old
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I'm turning 27 years old tomorrow, and to be honest. I feel like I'm stuck in time for almost three years of my life. I have achieved nothing. I gave up alot of things I started. Pixel art and drawing being one of them. To make things worse, I'm having both delicate friendship and family problems. But I'm trying my best to little by little focus on my own life.
I don't even know why I'm writting this. But if someone out there read this:
Don't give up on your dreams, on trying news things. Don't give in to anger or fear. In the end time will pass and you will have achieved nothing.
Don't be like me.
Be yourself, but remember to respect others as well.
I hope until I have 28 Years something in my life change for the best.
I will probably post something from time to time, I mean, if I even manage to finish something.
Until them....See ya
I don't even know why I'm writting this. But if someone out there read this:
Don't give up on your dreams, on trying news things. Don't give in to anger or fear. In the end time will pass and you will have achieved nothing.
Don't be like me.
Be yourself, but remember to respect others as well.
I hope until I have 28 Years something in my life change for the best.
I will probably post something from time to time, I mean, if I even manage to finish something.
Until them....See ya
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How do I put it in words?
2 min read
Wel...almost 2 Years without saying anything...I wonder how people still found my lame pixel arts...I guess I'll have to apologize for all of you for not posting anything.
Truth is...I've been through a lot of shit...I guess I probably have depression and crippled anxiety...ANYWAYS...
I graduated in Law college, but I keep failing the entry exam to become a lawyer (and that's make me feel even more worthless)
I got a job but I won't do much neither receive a good amount, but it really helped me feel less shitty
After the terrible experience I had with the last girlfriend, I finally opened myself to try having another relationship again, and I'm really happy with her, although she has a delicate health condition (diabetes type 1 and depression) and her family are terrible people who can't/gave up trying to help her...but deep down I know she will get over and start solving her problems by herself so we can plan more things together
I'm still taking care of my mom because her condition was really delicate, but now is geting better, now I think I can't do things I could before.(after all those years)(althought she's more independent than me)
About my pixel projects...as you can see, the list only grew even more, but the determination to make them is even worse
I've started playing a mobile game called Final Fantasy Brave Exvius, and the reddit community is amazing, most of them are really nice guys, I even made close friends because of it! (that's why I made the protagonists sprites)
well....that's it I guess, I thank you all for supporting/following me after all this time, I appreciate all the favourites and groups recommendations, and hope you guys keep supporting me!
Until we meet again, see ya
Truth is...I've been through a lot of shit...I guess I probably have depression and crippled anxiety...ANYWAYS...
I graduated in Law college, but I keep failing the entry exam to become a lawyer (and that's make me feel even more worthless)
I got a job but I won't do much neither receive a good amount, but it really helped me feel less shitty
After the terrible experience I had with the last girlfriend, I finally opened myself to try having another relationship again, and I'm really happy with her, although she has a delicate health condition (diabetes type 1 and depression) and her family are terrible people who can't/gave up trying to help her...but deep down I know she will get over and start solving her problems by herself so we can plan more things together
I'm still taking care of my mom because her condition was really delicate, but now is geting better, now I think I can't do things I could before.(after all those years)(althought she's more independent than me)
About my pixel projects...as you can see, the list only grew even more, but the determination to make them is even worse
I've started playing a mobile game called Final Fantasy Brave Exvius, and the reddit community is amazing, most of them are really nice guys, I even made close friends because of it! (that's why I made the protagonists sprites)
well....that's it I guess, I thank you all for supporting/following me after all this time, I appreciate all the favourites and groups recommendations, and hope you guys keep supporting me!
Until we meet again, see ya
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It's been a while, eh?
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So, guess I should explain myself right?
I mean...it's more than one year without posting anything...it's not like anyone reads this anyways...this is more like a personal Diary
Well, first things first...what happened since my last journal:
my mom and I started reform the house, like, entirely, so you can guess it was problematic and exausting...but that's not all, my mom got diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer, so we had to hurry to find a Surgeon as fast as possible, summed with law exam and house reforming...it was really stressfull and exausting....
but good things happened right?!?
yeah, sorta, I got a girlfriend by september 14, a girl that loved me since she was 13, but of course I refused for a lot of reasons, but since she turned 15, I tried to give a go and asked her to become my girlfriend, and she accepted it!
yay like is awesome right?
no, it isn't.
She broke up with my in the first day of the year, she said I wasn't giving her the proper attention(even though all those problems keep on happening to me at once) and she didn't loved me anymore, in just 4 months of dating
well, could be worse, and in the end, it really became the worse, because after all this time and even after a lot of friends/family support, I still hold feelings for her.
Yeah I know, I'm an idiot
anyways, I did eye correction surgery, so, nome more glasses for a long time! (I hope!)
I'm still taking care of my mom because her condition was really delicate, but now is geting better, now I think I can do things I couldn't before.
About my pixel projects...yeah I'm a huge procastinator and a lame-excuse for a spriter, but I started (another) project, wich is the persona protagonists and their initial personas, and so far I finished persona 1 and "started" persona 2
well....that's it I guess, I thank you all for supporting/following me after all this time, I appreciate all the favourites and groups recommendations, and hope you guys keep supporting me!
Until we meet again, see ya
I mean...it's more than one year without posting anything...it's not like anyone reads this anyways...this is more like a personal Diary
Well, first things first...what happened since my last journal:
my mom and I started reform the house, like, entirely, so you can guess it was problematic and exausting...but that's not all, my mom got diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer, so we had to hurry to find a Surgeon as fast as possible, summed with law exam and house reforming...it was really stressfull and exausting....
but good things happened right?!?
yeah, sorta, I got a girlfriend by september 14, a girl that loved me since she was 13, but of course I refused for a lot of reasons, but since she turned 15, I tried to give a go and asked her to become my girlfriend, and she accepted it!
yay like is awesome right?
no, it isn't.
She broke up with my in the first day of the year, she said I wasn't giving her the proper attention(even though all those problems keep on happening to me at once) and she didn't loved me anymore, in just 4 months of dating
well, could be worse, and in the end, it really became the worse, because after all this time and even after a lot of friends/family support, I still hold feelings for her.
Yeah I know, I'm an idiot
anyways, I did eye correction surgery, so, nome more glasses for a long time! (I hope!)
I'm still taking care of my mom because her condition was really delicate, but now is geting better, now I think I can do things I couldn't before.
About my pixel projects...yeah I'm a huge procastinator and a lame-excuse for a spriter, but I started (another) project, wich is the persona protagonists and their initial personas, and so far I finished persona 1 and "started" persona 2
well....that's it I guess, I thank you all for supporting/following me after all this time, I appreciate all the favourites and groups recommendations, and hope you guys keep supporting me!
Until we meet again, see ya
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Finishing my College
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Hi everyone, It's been a while huh?
I'm in my last period of my law college, so I'm solving a lot of personal problems, to tell the truth I will have to attend a study group to pass the Law Order Exam of my country so I can really become a lawyer...
In other news, I've been playing fire emblem and after 4 months of waiting(thanks to Brazil's lame post service and huge taxes) my Bravely Default collector's edition came in! I totally loved the game, the story, the art, the characters, both voice actings, the gameplay, the ost(oh god, ringabel's theme is so badass). I highly recomend.
I started watching no game no life, damn what an amazing anf funny anime (not to mention the huge fan service, hue hue)
obvisouly I will probably pixel art them(actually I already did it but I'm procastinating Ringabel)
and the huge great news is I finally got a tablet!
thanks to a huge friend of mine who gave his old one I'm finally able to draw/play osu on a tablet
BUT IT'S FREAKING HARD TO GET USED TO IT!
it will probably take months for me to make something decent, not to mention I'm really confused with photoshop program to draw(2professional4me)
That's it for now
See ya
I'm in my last period of my law college, so I'm solving a lot of personal problems, to tell the truth I will have to attend a study group to pass the Law Order Exam of my country so I can really become a lawyer...
In other news, I've been playing fire emblem and after 4 months of waiting(thanks to Brazil's lame post service and huge taxes) my Bravely Default collector's edition came in! I totally loved the game, the story, the art, the characters, both voice actings, the gameplay, the ost(oh god, ringabel's theme is so badass). I highly recomend.
I started watching no game no life, damn what an amazing anf funny anime (not to mention the huge fan service, hue hue)
obvisouly I will probably pixel art them(actually I already did it but I'm procastinating Ringabel)
and the huge great news is I finally got a tablet!
thanks to a huge friend of mine who gave his old one I'm finally able to draw/play osu on a tablet
BUT IT'S FREAKING HARD TO GET USED TO IT!
it will probably take months for me to make something decent, not to mention I'm really confused with photoshop program to draw(2professional4me)
That's it for now
See ya
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Thank you all
2 min read
First of all, thank you for all the happy birthday messages, it pleases me to know a lot of people care about me, even though I'm almost dead here(because of college situations and social life)
I'm almost finishing my college, just 2 more semesters, so I have to study my ass off to manage in being a lawyer, so, pretty much I don't have that time to spent in my hobby that is pixel art.
Of course I still have my (endless) to do list of megaman-styled sprites of many other series I like....but guess we can't have all the things we want it right?
Of course I still have my (endless) to do list of megaman-styled sprites of many other series I like....but guess we can't have all the things we want it right?
as you guys noticed, I started posting my cosplay pictures as well, wich for me is one of the things I'm loving to do these last few years, because I make cosplay groups with my best friends and we stay more close to each other(not to mention sharing all my feels with them), so, basically, it's harder for me to work on art, but I will try to post more things from now on(emphasis on try, the people who should know me by this time understand I have serious problems in promising things I most of the time don't do because I feel obligated to do them)
Thank you all for being my watchers/friends
and as always
See ya
and as always
See ya
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